Saturday, January 31 . 8:21 PM
YO ppl!!!
I have some great news to share with you guys!!! Guess what...I am accepted by Acjc!!! My dream school!! Gosh, I really have nothing to say...just speechless....HAHAz..
Anyways...haiz, monday start school leh..so sianz.. but still...ACJC leh...hahaz...Hmm, I really hope I will take my subject combination leh... Especially h2 music... Cause music is something that I have love and passion in...It will be a lost to me if I cant take music at Acjc..
Hmm, went to Plaza Singapura to buy my new pair of drumsticks...! $17.70. So nice, I simple love my new drumsticks...these guys are gonna be my 'close friends' in Acjc...HAHA.. Anyways...really, school gonna start for me, and before I go right...
Wishing everyone, good luck for those who will be starting JC !!! Jiayou!! Study hard wors...:)
Cya!
Friday, January 30 . 1:44 PM
Yo ppl...haha, anyways...today I got my posting result..And guess what...I was posted to Banking & Financial Services at Singapore Poly. My 2nd choice and also my 1st poly course...HAHA!!! Although last year DBF COP was 11. I got 12 after bonus for ELR2B2. Damn HENG... :)
Hmm, anyways..I went to appeal to ACJC today..and you know what... I was the 195 applicant! SIAO LA.. 11.30am ONLY LEH...Imagine how many applicants will ACJC receive sia...I think about 500...But still, my appeal got advantage...cause I joined acjc band ma... Haiz...I now only worry that if I enter ACJC...cannot take H2 Music... Sianz..Here are my Desired subject Combination that I wanna take if I enter ACJC..
H1 General Paper
H1 Project Work
H1 Geography
H2 Economics
H2 Mathematics
H2 Music
Chinese B
Yeaps...and yea, both routes that is in front of me right now..and good... 1 is a Diploma in Banking & Financial Services, the other is ACJC (ARTS)... hahaz, meanwhiles..
GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!!! May we be successful in the future...
HAHA, for those we are entering JC right...you have..let's see..3 more DAYS nia!!!! Must treasure these days wors...School reopening le..
:)
Wednesday, January 28 . 12:09 AM
Ello ppl!!!Anyways, today, my family and I went to Johor Baru(JB)...
Wor seh, today movie marathon man...Watched 2 movies... Inkheart and Wedding Game...
Hmm, Inkheart okok la...Quite a lot of action parts... But yea, overall not fantastic... I rate it 6.5/10... Wedding game worst.. Not very funny...and a bit ...nvm.. But in the story..I saw many things that touches my heart...and yea, reminds me of someone special to me... They had many experiences together and found out many aspects of their partner...I didnt have that chance but well, I almost cried at times cause I felt happy for them.. So yea, was emo-ing in the cinema... Overall, rather boring...so I rate it only 6/10. Changeling is the best movie man!!! Seriously... I rate it 9/10. You ppl should really watch Changeling if you haven!!! :) Great, great movie...
Hahaz, really nothing to say le...but Anyways...Wishing all of you...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! May we all achieve our dreams and all thes best in whatever things we do!!!
What's meant to be yours, will eventually be yours... what's meant not to be yours, will never be yours..
oh ya...I have an interview at ACJC at 3.10pm on thursday...wor seh... A bit nervous.. but still, I will do my best!!! Hahaz...
Meanwhiles.. have fun ppl!!! For those going to JC right...You only have...let's see...1 week of holidays...and..For those who are going to poly..you have 2 months plus more holidays!!! HAHA!!!
:)
Friday, January 23 . 11:08 PM
Hi ppl...anyways, today I went to school...queensway sec ... haha..I arrived at sch at abt 11am...then walked around aimlessly...waiting for the Chinese New Year concert to start... So yea, I went to band room and saw Ms Lee... She asked me where I was heading after sec sch.. I said maybe acjc or sp.. Yea, band has taught me many values in life...
Anyways, I went to watch the concert and guess what... In the history of Queensway sec, it was the first time that a student conductor is conducting the concert band...haha, yea, the band sounded better than i thought... so yea, not bad ...
Hmm, after that, we went to hawker to eat lunch, daud and ching keat went too... We plan to play pool after that... lalala...
The pool games was like LOL...I was like missing so many balls...GOSH... Played like shit... everything miss... white ball keep entering... LOL... I wasnt playing properly though...cause I was feeling down today...damn dissappointed and annoyed... Girls are complicated, i guess... Sometimes being so understanding, ppl may call you irritating...haiz, whatever...cant do anything..
So we went to Plaza Sing to eat dinner... Daud went to play his jukebox, and guess what.. I really love his 1st song of the game... I really want the song sia.. Hmm, we ate a BK...yea, I have to agree that BK burgers ROCKS... seriously, they melt in your mouth...It just taste better!!! HAHA!!!
It was getting late, so we headed back home... Yawn, another day has past...Life goes on...
Let's think it this way... Everyone is different and we must learn to forgive and to forget...
:(
Wednesday, January 21 . 11:52 AM
Hi ppl!!!Anyways, yesterday I had a great time with my friends...We went to watch Changeling and played arcade at Plaza Singapura.
So we meet at 2.30pm, everyone came...hahaz, justina asked alvan to come also...So there were Divaagar, Daud, Alvan, Justina, dayana and me... We booked the tickets for Changeling (3.30pm) show.
We went to play arcade...haiz sianz, I lost to Alvan in mario cart Twice!!! So sad can... So close...anyways, it was fun... We then continued to play other games... Oh yar, daud, I really love your touch-touch game...your 1st song!!! so nice...
It was abt 3.30pm, so we went to watch the movie...wah, I tell you ar,,,the movie is damn nice...There is a twist to the plot...gosh, cool man...Personally I really pity mrs collins...the main actress...At times, I almost cried for her... saddening. I didnt know it was that difficult just to find her son back... sad case....really pityful.
I rate Changeling 9/10. It is worth your time...seriously. :) Do watch it !!!
Justina, dayana and alvan had to go home after the show.. so left only me, daud and diva...we went back to arcade...and saw a pro guy playing bubbles...ok la, I admit he is pro..He completed level 20, while I died at level 14. yea, he comfirm play many times de. cause he knows some tricks...I dont even know at all.
Daud went to play touch touch...his first game I was like...wor seh...cool man... But he got a B. sad I never seen him getting an A. But anyways, we went to kopitiam to eat. I ordered my favourite. Sliced fish noodles... and yea, daud ordered black carrot cake....quite spicy and kind of sucky.. weird la, the dish..divaagar ordered fried fish with rice...i think so...anyways, divaagar damn lucky. He picked up a free pizza voucher at Swensons at Jurong east mrt station...so cool la...So we went to Swensons to redeem the free pizza...got a seafood pizza...yea, it was nice, but pizza hut pizzas are nicer!
Then, they ordered ice cream. I was full le..So I didnt want to get ice cream. Diva gave me a scoop of coffee ice cream...yea, it was nice... :) The bill came...and guess what... Total amount. $0.00. OMG! I was like.. WHAT???? $o.oo??? Siao le.. then that person said...it was because we were dining with the free vouchers thing... but diva and daud knew they had to pay for the ice creams...it wasnt free la... Buy 1 get 1 free... meaning the bill should be $6.80. Aiya, the bill zero, then we all just byebye..leave the restaurant... haha, I also never buy any ice cream.. so technically, diva and daud benefitted. nice one la. free pizza and ice creams at Swensons...LOL!
Seriously...it was my first time seeing a bill with $0.00. HAHA :)
Anyways, it was 9 pm liao. We all took the mrt home...Upon leaving, I started at the place near Yamaha music school....it brings back memories... nvm, I wont elaborate.. I will hurt me. I have to be strong and to study hard in the future... :)
Haha, I gtg for band prac at acjc later...Got some professional percussionist coaching us later, teaching us rudiments... wor, damn scary...:(
Hmm, that's all for today...cya soon!!! And remember, do take cares and all the best! :)
Sunday, January 18 . 10:39 AM
Hi people...Anyways, after much thought, I feel that there is no point regretting...I have made up my mind...To continue working hard to achieve my dream. I will not be a loser, and I am determined to get better results next time... So what if my results now suck, it still doesnt determine my future man...Let's start working hard now, there is still time...
There will be many routes to choose in life, if I choose the hard way, then I must work hard... ok, enough of talking....I should reflect and think through carefully my past actions...and to improve....not making the same mistakes again...:)
Anyways, I am fine le, do take cares ppl... This route will be a very tough one for me...but so what, I will do it!!! :)
I will always remember something... If you believe that you will make it, then you will... When there's a will, there's a way... It applies to everything in life... :)
Saturday, January 17 . 7:55 PM
Hi ppl..I am starting this new blog cause I do not want to remember what happened last time..Anyways, I got my O results and I had these following results...
English-C5
Combined Humanities-B4
Mathematics-A1
Additional Mathematics-B3
Physics-B4
Chemistry-B4
Music-A1
Chinese B-Pass
L1R5-18, L1R4-14, ELR2B2-14
My parents said it was ok..But I know deep down in my heart, I could have done better...Laugh if you want, I know I have lousy results.. Still, I worked hard for Os... I really hope I can get into a poly or a jc. I am very depressed inside...I dont know what to do...I have 12 after bonus for ELR2B2..and guess what, I am short of 1 point to enter banking and financial services at SP, 2 points away from Banking and fianancial services at NP. 1 Point away from Tourism and Resort Management... Useless man...I feel so useless...Gosh, with these lousy results..there is really very little chance of entering a good poly course....Still, I had to fill up 12 choices in the JAE 2009...My choices are...
1) ACJC (ARTS)
2) Banking and Financial Services (SP)
3) Aeronautical Engineering (SP)
4) Financial Informatics (SP)
5) Tourism and Resort Management (SP)
6) Aerospace Electronics (SP)
7) Business Information Technology (SP)
8) Chemical Engineering (SP)
9) Mechanical Engineering (SP)
10) Electrical and Electronics Engineering (SP)
11) Clean Energy (SP)
12) Architecture (SP)
I got a feeling that I will be posted to my 4th choice, which is Financial Informatics at SP....BTW, I only like 1 poly...which is SIngapore Poly!!! You know why...cause it's so near Dover MRT!!!
Whatever, enough of all these...I really thought carefully..Why didnt I study since sec 3??? Why regret now? Isnt it too late??? I feel like a retard... HAIZ... What to do...results are here to stay with me for my Whole life....I cant help but just emo and cry at one corner...
I kept thinking and thinking...to be able to have a good family in the future...means that I must have a stable job that earns a lot of money...so I can support my family....To be able to have a good job, you must have good qualifications... To have good qualifications, you must study hard for it...I didnt.. I cant turn back anymore... I still remember my chem teacher...she scolded me...saying that I didnt bother to study and revise chem at home...she said, you will regret in the future..What she said really made sense...I am now regretting.. But I know, it's too late...
What's done is done... We can do anything...
When I saw my friends collecting their O results..I saw them getting better results than me...I didnt even feel jealous at all...Instead, I feel happy for them...Cause I know that they did study for their Os and they deserve their good results...not like me...last minute then start choinging... too late man...
Now, I am trying to appeal to ACJC...but I know my score are WAY WAY WAY LOUSIER than their score of L1R5-7. I am trying hard in their band practice but I know I keep thinking that I wont get the rhythms right... I know I am pessimistic... I know it myself... Even Amanda is getting irritated by my attitude...she also said to me...what kind of mentality do you have? she was rather angry when she said that...I always say die la....walao...so hard, so fast...die one...sure die wan...haiz..
I am a pessimistic person...But I want to change... I really want to...I want to work hard and help the percussion section... I feel so sad and demoralised... I took 2 months just to play 1 piece... and more than 3 hours to play 10 bars of music... How slow right?
Which girl will want a pessimistic person and a person that didnt study hard enough for his Os, getting lousy results...Girls will prefer smarter guys...those guys who gets 6A1s...all disinctions...cause they know that these guys think better and secure them a better future... not like me... 18points...average of 6 B3s.. I am not smart and yea, laugh at me if you want.
I know, all these times, I have been walking alone....My heart bleeds and is in constant pain...My mind is tired and confused...I really want someone to talk to...someone that understand how I feel inside...someone that can help me.. someone that cares for me... I feel miserable..
I feel bad....for all my mistakes that I am done in the past...I am willing to work hard and to do well in the future... I hope people will forgive me along the way...I have many flaws... I really want to correct them.... HAIZ...still in the end..it's my future...no one will bother about my future except myself....see, aldy? when you got lousy Os results...was there anyone that actually cared for your results?? was there? NO. It's you, and your results.. no one can help you... You must suffer the consequences of not studying constantly since sec 3... People started comparing their results and I was there...standing at the back of the hall.. Sad and in misery... Emoing ...
Life is painful...and stressful... nvm, just ignore me...
This is fate... what kind of fate? gosh... Sadness in my life... :(
STill, I will never give up...I am not that kind of person who gives up easily...watch me man... I will work hard and beat you guys in the future... HAHA..:)
I know that I will have a happy and lovely family in the future..I will work hard for that day to come... I will get a stable job... so, start now..:)